life is like a game of choices.

12 jan 12

2012-01-12T16:30:00.000+08:00

gotta keep these feelings inside me. till i pluck up enough courage one day.

30 Nov 11

2011-11-30T14:57:00.003+08:00

Cause in the world that i live in, fairy tales still do exist. and everything seem perfect - only in my own world.

that little bit of faith, to make a difference in the world.

23 nov 11

2011-11-23T21:25:00.002+08:00

i think life is way toooooo complicated sometimes.

one moment, i feel so angry cause i was wrongly accused by my boss over something i didnt do. the next moment, i feel kinda happy when the people around me try to cheer me up. and feel happy over all the good food i get to eat. then again, i feel worried about gaining weight. HAHA i dont understand myself sometimes. guess i think too much.

this is life eh? :) one minute, :( the next. but oh well.. life still goes on. the world dont stop for me. so i shall live life to the fullest. and if i ever die, i'll wanna die happy and at least, have made a small difference in people's lives.

5 Oct 11

2011-10-05T16:44:00.001+08:00

pre course assignment --> class --> main assignment --> exams. when will this cycle end?

6.5 more months to go. can't wait to grad and have my life back.. school is sooo much more draining than work.

7 sept 11

2011-09-07T10:30:00.002+08:00

dont understand why i hate to share stuffs and why i have high expectations in life:/

6 sept 11

2011-09-06T14:53:00.003+08:00

amazing how i'd still come here to blog once in awhile:)

learnt that you cant have the best of everything. there's always trade offs...

19 Aug 11

2011-08-19T14:53:00.001+08:00

i need more time:(

8 Aug 11

2011-08-08T14:41:00.002+08:00

hate my life:(
hate my job:(
hate my boss:(
hate school:(
hate PI:(
hate exams:(
hate assignments:(
hate my workload:(

i wish life wouldn't be so hard. get home everyday, feeling so drained by work, by assignments, by exams... why must everyone strive to be the best? why cant we enjoy every moment of life? going crazy. where is God? where am i? what is going on?

14 July 2011

2011-07-14T11:12:00.001+08:00

so tired, living life. work is busy, school is crazy, tons of assignments, exams' coming. what could be worse? cant wait to graduate next may 2012.

28 june 11

2011-06-28T12:33:00.002+08:00

every week just gets better and better:)

15 june 11

2011-06-15T14:12:00.001+08:00

had quite a tough week, considering im not even halfway through it..

man prepares. God provides.

13 june 11

2011-06-13T20:04:00.000+08:00

sighs:(

God gives and takes away.

5 june 11

2011-06-05T23:20:00.002+08:00

and His kingdom will know no end,
and His glory shall know no bounds
for the majesty and power
of His kingdom's King has come
And this kingdom's reign
and this kingdom's rule
and this kingdom's power and authority
Jesus, God's righteousness revealed

14 apr 11

2011-04-14T22:34:00.001+08:00

Each time I listen to songs, I wish I can play the piano. Sighs, my parents should have sent me to learn when I was young:(

13 apr 11

2011-04-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

Thank you God, for blessing me with much more than I deserved

Counting down to the weekend! :)

11 apr 11

2011-04-11T19:17:00.001+08:00

And I'm dying to know, if it's killing you, like its killing me

5 apr 11

2011-04-05T23:21:00.001+08:00

It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way we do

3 apr 11

2011-04-03T23:49:00.000+08:00

I'm starting to wonder if your heart is made of ice

2 Apr 11

2011-04-02T14:31:00.002+08:00

the playful conversation starts
counter all your quick remarks;)
it was enchanting to meet you

this night is sparkling, dont you let it go
im wonderstruck
i'll spend forever wondering if you know
i was enchanted to meet you

the lingering question kept me up
2am, who do you love?
i wonder till im wide awake

enchanted-taylor swift:)

29 Mar 11

2011-03-29T11:01:00.003+08:00

There is one body
We have one Lord
United in the spirit
We are going forth
With His praises on our lips
And the word in our hands
We are marching on with power
As we possess this land

We are the people of the Lord
We're a holy nation
A chosen generation
Called to show forth His praise
We are the people of the Lord
We're a holy nation
Believers in Jesus
Lifting up our voices to the Lord

thank you, Lord:)

26 mar 11

2011-03-26T23:59:00.001+08:00

Cause I can still feel it in the air

19 march 10

2011-03-19T01:05:00.000+08:00

To God be the glory

14 mar 11

2011-03-14T17:06:00.000+08:00

I hate school. Arghhhh!!!

12 mar 11

2011-03-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

3 best friends befriended me recently;
1. Home
2. Work
3. School

12 mar 11

2011-03-12T00:57:00.000+08:00

While the kingdom lights shined just for me and you;

9 mar 11

2011-03-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

I think I've got the best parents in the world, and I thank God for them:)

13 jan 11

2011-01-13T12:41:00.003+08:00

on leave tmrw:))))) to study for my exams:(((((

i've thought of sooo many great things to do after exams:))) i must be crazy. haven't even sit for 1 paper lol...

i predict... my job is gonna get busier:(((( sighs

12 jan 11

2011-01-12T12:04:00.005+08:00

2 weeks thru 2011! time flies. hate the fact that im growing older every minute -.-''

did a stupid thing. studied for the wrong test!! 3days left! :(((

27 dec 10

2010-12-27T23:36:00.002+08:00

So many things I wish I've got the courage and discipline to do them. Cos I don't wanna always look back and regret. I don't wanna grow up. But the world will not stop for me:(

22 dec 10

2010-12-22T15:01:00.001+08:00

im supposed to be happy. but then again, i dont know if this is what i really want. my confuse-ness sure kills me.

19 dec 10

2010-12-19T23:41:00.003+08:00

back from bangkok! legs breaaaaaking! surprisingly, it was cold this time. cos the wind was coming from china. the weather was really good. i guess the temperature was prob arnd 20degrees? first time ever!

just saw hx's tweet. it just 'struck' me how impt decisions are in our lives. too late for regrets. we cant change anything. sweet memories of street 33 will just stay with us always:')

13 dec 10.

2010-12-13T23:18:00.000+08:00

I'm turning crazy soon, and I wonder if it's only me

13 dec 10

2010-12-13T16:53:00.003+08:00

supposed to do assignment at work today. but watched rapunzel online instead lol. nice showwwww:))) okay. later when im home, i have to seriously get back to my assignment! flying in 3days:) havent packed anything, and not exactly excited:/

12 dec 10

2010-12-12T23:07:00.002+08:00

all time fav:)

Rascal Flatts, what hurts the most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

10 Dec 10

2010-12-10T15:09:00.005+08:00

wishing i can do nothing all day:P assignments and work are killing meeeee:( i cant concentrate. have no idea why:/

butttttt, heading to Thailand with family from 16-19 Dec:) 4days away, cant do assignment! i better get back to it now:( sighssss

feels like this blog is just a place for me to complain-.-

taylor swift song stuck in my head; but you're just so cool, run your hands through your hair, absent-mindedly makin' me want you!

3rd dec 10

2010-12-03T15:26:00.002+08:00

so sick of life:/ jus bought a life application bible online. hoping to find more meaning in my life.... sounds pathetic!

hopeee my items will come today. 2hrs to end of work. or not gotta wait till monday. so.im.gonna.keep.hoping.

this week has been tiring, but exceptionally great:) thank you, God, for blessing me!! both, in ways i can or cannot see.

miss

28th nov 10

2010-11-28T21:02:00.003+08:00

God has blessed me:) and i really thank Him for that:) been a great week. jus that it was really tiring:/

sometimes i still look back and wonder if the life im living now is what i really wanted. contradicting huh:/

been dozing off the whole time in class today. so i was thinking what am i doing in school. i shld have slpt at home instead-.-'' boring classes. cant take it...... sighs

what a random post

15 nov 10..

2010-11-15T21:00:00.001+08:00

argh. feel like quitting either work or sch. but i know, there's no 'quit button'....

:(

15 nov 10

2010-11-15T20:49:00.003+08:00

the broken clock is a comfort
helps me sleep tonight
maybe it can start tomorrow
from stealing all my time

and i am still here waiting
though i still have my doubts
i am damaged at best
like you've already figured out

the broken locks were a warning
you got inside my head
i tried my best to be guarded
but im an open book instead

and i still see your reflection
inside of my eyes
that are looking for purpose
they're still looking for life

9 nov 10

2010-11-09T21:38:00.004+08:00

tons of assignments:( sch on weekend-.- hate sch! :/ 1.5yrs, please promise to zoom byyyyyy! cant wait to be free like a bird again:(

oh, i think i put on weight:(((( too much chocs, sweets and snacks! but that's e only way to keep myself awake:/

8 nov

2010-11-08T18:03:00.001+08:00

so school started:( suckssss. Lessons are like damn long. And consecutive for 4days:( totally killing my weekends. Work is crazy too. Seems like nth is going right:/ honestly considering to switch to full time!! Shld have known part time isn't for me:(

Surprisingly, I miss doing holier things! Been so long since I served God or did anything for Him. But still, thank God for all e things He blessed me with:) I shld learn to stop hating my life:(( its only been 2wks since start of sch, but feels like 2yrs...

Walking to school now, walking always give me some time to think...

16 oct 2010

2010-10-16T00:58:00.000+08:00

And if I can't fit it in, I'll keep it all to myself

11 oct 10

2010-10-11T10:09:00.003+08:00

wheeee cant wait for december. life's been pretty good. enjoying meet ups with old and current friends:) degree is really starting. on e 29th oct. hope it wont be so tough:/

everytime i look back, i realised how much we have all grown. hate to grow old. but age is catching up. real fast. soon, goodbye teens:( miss e time when i was seven-teen! i still get holidays and have all e fun in e world with nth to worry about..

still feeling tired everyday! 8.5-9hrs of sleep is still not enough@_@ thats probably why i look forward to e weekend so much! esp sunday. but def not sunday nights.

2010-09-21T14:53:00.000+08:00

no wise words gonna stop the bleeding;

21 sept

2010-09-21T14:49:00.001+08:00

what am i supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
and what am i supposed to say when im all choked up and you're ok,
im falling to pieces, yeah,
im falling to pieces

15 aug 10

2010-08-15T20:37:00.001+08:00

you dont know how much you mean to me

10 Aug 2010

2010-08-10T16:40:00.002+08:00

Every lil thing reminds me of you
YJ

4th aug

2010-08-04T08:25:00.001+08:00

The only time I can see you is when I close my eyes

18th may

2010-05-18T12:59:00.001+08:00

its really gd to hear your voice
saying my name
it sound so sweet
coming from the lips of an angel
hearing those words
it makes me weak

14 Apr 10

2010-04-14T11:08:00.001+08:00

back to school? oh no............

4 apr 10

2010-04-04T22:43:00.001+08:00

nobody told me we'd only get one chance; if only we could live twice

1 apr 10

2010-04-01T09:17:00.000+08:00

Laughing w some old friends on stories that are dead funny, some we don't even rem.. Sure missed the company and the crazy things we did..

On my friggingggg way to work. Really glad tmrw is good friday!! Time to catch up on some sleep n to have loads of fun!! Nv love public holidays as much in e past.. Now I finally know how impt public holidays are! More plssss

11 Mar 10

2010-03-11T17:50:00.000+08:00

walking to town now! thinking of lots of things.. merri mint ice cream fr swensens, ytf n prata at thomson. to dye or not to dye, to cut or not to cut my hair. hmmm, we make like a million decisions everyday.... lol what a random post, I hope dinner will be smt gd later. aft a longgg week at work, its still not fri?!

9th mar 10

2010-03-09T01:44:00.000+08:00

its almost 2am and I'm still up.. shld be crazy? when enough is enough... time to give up, let go n let God.. life is too much for me to take..

5 Mar 10

2010-03-05T18:06:00.000+08:00

time files. its already the end of the first week of march. omg.. what happened to jan n feb?

ayx ayx ayx ayx:D

25 feb 10

2010-02-25T17:01:00.003+08:00

life is good when you have faith:) faith can move mountains!

3 Feb 2010

2010-02-03T14:24:00.004+08:00

ayx! HAHAHA i mus be crazy! :P

benjamin! what happened to my personalised blogskin! jus changed a new one.

jogging jogging jogging! lose weight lose weight lose weight!

fly freely, no boundaries.

1 feb 10

2010-02-01T12:46:00.003+08:00

sometimes, life is such a bore! things are so routined. wants to go back, when i was younger, life was much more fun! now, age is catching up and all. indeed, life is scary! i dont wan to grow old!!

as we go on, we remember, all the times we spent together

31 jan 10

2010-01-31T23:10:00.001+08:00

all the heavens praise Him

15th jul.

2009-07-15T10:21:00.001+08:00

omg,i wan a netherland dwarf rabbit!!!they are so cuteeeee.tho im not sure if my sis n i can take care of it.and i cannot afford to buy a rabbit now.SIGHS.stupid driving!!!arghhhhhh.why did i mistook right for left?!zzz.

everyday for me,tired,tired,tired. :S anw,mervyn went reservist for 2wks..

last wk met mervyn for dinner,met bev,richard at sungann's hse for piano class,met randy,jh n marine for dinner,went to mervyn's place,his cousins so cute. :) met bev n richard for lunch,couldnt wake up for church.oops!

mon met ben&anne to go to town for some shopping.but gladly,i din buy anything.LOL.tues met bev n sungann in church..her mother dropped me of at bedok mrt.wed,which is today,going huiyi's hse ltr.i wonder how big her rabbit is.

thur having driving,and fri meeting davina,alicia n joshua for harry potter movie.

24th Jun.

2009-06-24T13:08:00.001+08:00

feel like buying a new desktop.even tho i seldom use my lap top now. -.- but so tempted la!!

oh yes,forgt to say mervyn&i went to watch drag me to hell.i think last thur.stupid show.some parts damn scary la.wthhhh.lol.

mon went to MDIS to collect my cert,and eat beef hor fun.my goodness,that place was filled w cockroaches. :S

ben&richard came down to find me for lunch on tues.had asian kitchen.damn full.....aft work,went to meet huiyi,grace&valarie for dinner at suki sushi,then went over to huiyi's hse to play monopoly card game.its really fun.not like e boring monopoly that takes v long. :S haha!having a sleepover soon again.yay! :)

ltr aft work,will be going to catch ghost of gf's past.hope it'll be better than drag me to hell.

21st jun.

2009-06-21T22:00:00.000+08:00

YAY!we're finally doing smt.since last july,i didnt know where i was heading in my walk w God.well,finally,nex sun,we're meeting for a short bs session. :)

yday went msia with mervyn's family.wheeee.ate jap buffet.fatttt.but shoik. :p need to slim down if not my FT gonna get worseeee. :X hahahaha.bought a new pair of shoes/sandals,jeans. :D and a pencil case for my sis. (so nice of me right. :p) went to danga bay too! :) nice place,gd day.think might be going in w my parents this sat..

so sungann showed me E72.omg,so nice can..hopefully it'll be affordable by sept!! :D

today,cabbed down to church,credits to richard.serv's speaker was gd.totally missed worship.then went for lunch with sungann,his friend xuhui,bev,samuel and richard.ate ajisen.FATTTT.tsktsk!

i hate sun nights cos of monday blues.

my blog needs some pics.oh well.

19th june.

2009-06-19T08:56:00.002+08:00

YAYY!!!!i finally bought my stuffs.oh well..all in a day. :p esprit bag,as well as an esprit wallet,roxy sweater for work,ripcurl coin pouch for lunch. :D eh,havent got my pay tho..so pls remind me once i get my pay not to buy anything.LOL.

such a happy friday!!! :p tmrw will be going msia for hopefully..more shopping!!!yayyyyy!!!

16th june.

2009-06-16T15:10:00.001+08:00

right..updates abt my job.sometimes quite busy,sometimes have got nth to do.its a pretty interesting job.well,admin,light accounting,as well as coordination which plays e biggest role.job title is operations assistant.its a shipping/trading company.

so my week is mostly aft work meeting mervyn,as well as some oth friends.like for church's worship prac,random stuffs like to see huiyi's new rabbit.i touched it ok!lol,her rabbit really v cute.

so..now im thinking if i shld change a new phone.to N95 8G?E71?or a touch screen phone?like htc touch diamond II?hmmmm!lol,cant make up my mind.if only E71 comes with a 5MP camera,i can decide faster.oh well....

fri was mervyn's bday.happy belated!sorry,i know its really late.but i was really busy. :X went to sakae with his friends.got a peppermint choc cake! :P simply love peppermint! :D
sun played for church.had prac on wed as well as sat.sat night,richard came over to pick me at 11pm.went over to bev's place to play pictionary with samuel.they ate supper.aft that,left at 2+am.richard dropped me back.reached home arnd 3,and had to wake up at 7am to go to church.lol,but it was fun.so we shld do it again.HAHAHA!

richard damn pro.still under probation.accident thrice alr.his mother's poor car.let him drive become like that..alot of dents.

sun,played for serv.then aft serv,patrick,bev,sam,richard,sung ann,charlene,ben&i went for lunch.bev&richard drove.sat bev's car to lunch,followed behind richard.she almost beat a red light.LOL.and e rest can tell her its ok,$120 and 12points only.but i dont think e camera captured it since it was amber light!

aft lunch,richard dropped e rest of them at church,drove ben to cdc and dropped me off at my place.

yday,met ben&richard at cityhall for lunch.omg,i left office at 115,i reached really late. :X but just noodles damn shoikkkkk!

working now.my eyes wan to close alr.cos v dry.LOL.july will be a really busy mth!

11th jun.

2009-06-11T22:09:00.002+08:00

been a long time since i blogged.haha,recently started work.benefits are quite gd..medical benefit,a company blackberry,and even mayb education benefit.but of cos,that also mean that i'll have to sign bond.as for pay wise,i think its quite gd considering my working hours.most of e time,im alone.and its at raffles place!convenient for me. :)

starting to get used to working.thank God for all his blessings!

anw,so much abt my work.glad that huiyi found a job too! :) hmmm,went to church yday.so pissing.sighs,i've to learn to not give up so easily.

hope i'll have more time to meet friends like gwen whom i havent met for some time!

26th may.

2009-05-26T19:30:00.000+08:00

so..last tues till today,was meeting mervyn,gwen,huiyi,ben,hx,richard,sherman,sung ann.i think.cant really rem.but anw,im employed.finally..right?aft close to 2mths of job search.wheeeeee!

ok,some photos.sun,went church for 2nd serv.aft that,lunch with ben,hx,sung ann&richard.hx&sungann had to leave aft lunch.so we went to richard's hse to get his car,then met sherman at town.aft shopping,richard sent us back.ben bought his shoes.finally,a new pair!!and we played w e lace in richard's car.

they say i look like a mongolian maid.it was damn funny.ben looks like?a sumo wrestler?but too small size..haha!
these pics were taken at ecp&on e way there.haha.

tmrw got company orientation at 10am.and..its serious work on mon.no more holidays.oh well..

19th may.

2009-05-19T23:20:00.001+08:00

okay.time to update!cannot really rem what i exactly did every single day for 1 whole wk.tsk,no work,no sch,memory failing me.

but as usual,my week will be filled with things like:
watching movies
shopping with mervyn (window) oh well,cant afford anything now.
eating&shopping with gwen
playing guitar,hamsters,swimming with huiyi (mayb shopping)
and sundays will be spent in church and with church friends. (ben,richard,sherman)

this sun was..unplanned. :S didnt wna go since ben has got guard duty.but richard called me at like 1am saying he'll come pick me aft he picks sherman.so okay lor.go lor. :S i made it sound so forced.whoops!LOL.aft church went to thai express.then i had to rush off to meet my parents.

sometimes i jus wonder what happened to my faith.mann,sherman stays at amk,he's willing to wake up early on a sunday morning to come all e way down to tam,while i stay alot nearer,but still considered far,complains so much abt going to church.tsk!where's my 'flame/fire'?

well,ok,im trying to rem what i did last wk.i think wed was like meeting mervyn?or was it huiyi to shop?omg.but i know thur&fri,mervyn brought his lap top over and we played nfs cos i had my f.cramps again. :S

aiya,lazy to rem la.now tues alr.went for 2interviews today.need a job.zzz.this is like my fav line in almost every post. -.-

12th may.

2009-05-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

right..so sun night,went for supper at upper thomson with mervyn&anne at arnd 12.reached home arnd 3am.tired like mad.but feels good.prata damn shoik!!! :D

mon was meeting gwen and mervyn at cityhall for waraku's pasta.eh,e portion's alot smaller!!!
today was meeting huiyi at her place.her hamsters damn cute!!!i carried them.omg,surprising right!!!i touched them man!!!!damn cute.then we went to valarie's hse to see her hamsters.hers open eyes alr.bigger too!left for cityhall and town.shopped alot.but im still deciding between 2bags.i need money. :(

10th may.

2009-05-10T19:20:00.004+08:00

shit,i think im losing my memory.i cant rem what i did on wed and thur. :S but fri was going to mervyn's place to play nfs.omg,great game man.HAHA.if you keep winning. :P and then went to meet jie hui,marine&randy for dinner at chicago's steakhse. $_$

sat stayed home e whole day.watched 3movies.omg,how boring can life gets when you dont have money?really seriously sucks when you're broke!!

sun went for 1st serv w richard&ben.e stupidiest thing we did was to take 291,wanted to change to 518express.but waited too long,and they got impatient.in e end.we took a cab to taka.ate at ajisan. $_$ i really need a job!then went to bugis to meet my mother.thanks for giving me a lift in e cab,richard!damn broke now.

oh yes.today's worship was damn good.i havent heard such good drums for a longgggggggg time!seriously..stanley's really good!

my new crazetsk!i seriously need a job so that i can buy oth things that i want. :S

5th may.

2009-05-05T13:10:00.000+08:00

sat went to meet jiehui&marine at vivo.walao.dallas shifted.no more dallas!!!!zzzz.anw,had long john,then went to bakerinz for cake.their choc cake having 50%.they bought alot of things!!!i really need a job. :S lol,i look damn fat here.
sun went to church.only me&ben went.richard had an event,sherman overslept,hx dont know what happened to him again.but its still fun!haha,went to cut hair with ben.and you wna know e reason why plastic sunglasses dont suit us?here's why..
LOL.some oth pics we took:
mon went to meet mervyn.to go mdis sign e student contract thing.as well as lunch at missclarity and dinner at subway.

and tues,now im at subway with huiyi.she's studying.and i..jus brought my lap top along.hoping to find a job?LOL!!no life. :X

2nd may.

2009-05-02T14:35:00.001+08:00

wed managed to meet them for cycling.you know,its like aft sooooo long that we finally managed to cycle cos of me. :X im either tired,or dont feel like cycling while they're so EXCITED abt it.OOPS!!! :P

some pics:
thur was a longggggg day.met huiyi at like 9am for a swim.then went to marina with her to get her stuff,ate lunch at sub's,and valarie called to say her hamsters gave birth!!!5babies.first person i thot of was richard.HAHAHAHA.

anw,left to meet mervyn,went to his place watch marley and me.altho i alr knew e ending,ben told me e dog died..then 615 reached town,met evette and sam for dinner and chat.left town arnd 920 to go hm bathe,then meet huiyi to go to valarie's hse to see e babies.damn cute can..cant wait to see them grow up.left for hm arnd 1220.tired......

fri was fun,met ben,richard,jermyn&sherman.richard picked us up at bedok,then we left for settlers at clark quay.he's a mad driver,i tell you!played 4diff games for 3 hrs.drank damn alot of apple tea.and went toilet like 6times. :S

was quite fun..then we sent jermyn back,and left for 18chefs for dinner.they wanted to catch a late movie.but was tired.decided to give it a miss.in e end,i dont think they went to watch cos ben was having his eye problem.LOL!!!and sherman was tired too.yeah..richard sent all of us back aft that.yup,thanks! (:

pics:

night choc ride.

29th april.

2009-04-29T01:33:00.002+08:00

omg,my last update was sun,but felt like yday. :S time pass so fast when im not doing anything!

mon mervyn came over in e aftnoon,and then at night went to singapore post for dinner with grace,huiyi&valarie.subway!havent had it for awhileeeee! :) and went to cityplaza.

tues met huiyi at her place,prac guitar,then had dinner at her place.so ps.LOL,and then went to meet valarie.damn random.bought ice cream&waffle.omg,fatttttty bom bom. :X

wed,if e weather's fine,will be going to meet gwen&mervyn at ecp for cycling.hope my leg's gd to go.HAHAHA!

1am alr. :S

26th april.

2009-04-26T19:00:00.000+08:00

finally some pics! (:

yday's dinner was damn shoik.went to old airport road with my parents..had pasta with bacon and mushroom with cabonara sauce.omg.shoikkkkk!had fried durian as well as gluttinous rice.SLURP!

today..decided to go for 2nd serv.aft 2nd serv,went to tam1 for lunch at thai express tgt with richard,sherman,ben&hx.walao.they damn pro.richard goes everywhere,and wans to try EVERYTHING OKAY!he ordered like damn alot.but shoik to eat.hahahah.e bill came up to $127+.OMG.only 5 pp. -.-

then richard went back to get his car.and we ended up at ice cream chefs.he treated ice cream.talk awhile,thinking when to meet up and do what.supposingly going msia.then he dropped all of us back.thanks!

dao ben.
yup,so that was today.oh ya,results came out for my adv dipl.

25th april.

2009-04-25T13:48:00.003+08:00

walao.these few days always no pics to blog abt. :S

wed aft D,went to huiyi's hse to prac guitar.omg,its been a long time since i touched my guitar!hahaha.we played afew songs tgt,then went to change to our jogging attire and met valarie.jogged for awhile.omg,cannot make it la!!ate mr bean's ice cream on e way back.LOL. :XXX then decided we'll go for swimming.so random right!!!!

thur met mervyn&gwen.walao,i was damn tired altho i did nth. :X went to miss clarity for lunch,then had dinner at town.not exactly we had.only mervyn ate.HAHA!

fri was..im super speechless.let's jus skip e whole fri part,shall we?

sat.today.woke up almost 1pm alr. -.- not going out today.but going for dinner with my family ltr.this blog seriously needs some pics.

thats all for now.

21st apr.

2009-04-21T14:50:00.001+08:00

sat went msia,finally got my roxy tees! (: 3 in a day.man,i didnt have any more money to shop.saw alot of oth things at holiday plaza.but im afraid i wont have a single cent left.anw,thats how we decided on sun that we're going in tgt!! (:

richard's driving,with sherman,ben&hx.cool stuff.they were adventurous.wanted to go to malacca.but we figured that ben might puke halfway.LOL!and richard might not know e way.so to play safe,we'll jus try johor.HAHAH!

oh yah,i saw rachel yong's parents in there.so qiao!lol.

sun was church,and lunch with them at 18chefs,talked alot.fr sermon to damn random things.like how we can come up abt a trip to msia.hah!

mon was driving,then went to meet mervyn for movie.17again.zac efron damn shuai.hahahahah.

tues was supposed to meet mervyn&gwen.but cancelled cos mervyn's sick.huiyi&val are coming over ltr.we're catching confessions tgt.its alr loaded in my lap.haha.

oh yah.i went to e dental this morning.6mths since i removed my braces.walao.sat on e chair for like less than 2mins,dentist inspect my teeth,then say okay.and..cost me $34.almost fainted.e most exp 2mins i ever had in my life man..thats why i told hx to become a dentist!

3days to THE DAY. :S thanks for all e well wishes&prayers! :)

17th apr.

2009-04-17T16:26:00.004+08:00

this wk..what i did e most and is still doing is watching movies.LOL.

mon was having shoik ytf at suntec with mervyn and some shopping.but i still end up buying more online. -.-''

tues i think was going over to mervyn's place to learn how to make sushi.hah,his aunt taught me.and my mother&sister thinks its nice! :P

wed was staying home,besides having D.

thur went to meet valarie,grace&huiyi at valarie's hse.which was yday.omg,i reached home at like 1230.lol,and we're going jogging soon.aft my P of cos.hahaha.hx called me.and in e end,richard was also conf with us.damn lame.e whole conv was jus to ask one question.and hung up at 2am.tired like mad but couldnt slp. -.-

fri,today,morning had D.omg,no mood today.cannot really make it.but still okay la.spending a fri at home watching movies! (: been such a homie recently. -.-''

tmrw might be going msia!oh yes,roxy,here i come!

ps: buying 2 abercrombie tees online.damn cute can!

exactly one more wk.........

12th april.

2009-04-12T22:00:00.001+08:00

omg,today,my D's so screwed!!argh!!think i wont make it on e 24th.tsk!

anw,i cant really rem what i did this wk aft mon.letme think..

i think i went to catch mall cop on tues?yah.with mervyn&gwen.and lunch at..i think miss clarity.lol,our same fav place.hahahah. :D

wed&fri was..hmmm,studying with mervyn for his last paper.

thur met grace,hyi&val for dinner at 18chefs.quite a gd time tgt aft so long.meeting them this thur again.grace said to step on val&hyi's hamsters.hahahahahahaha!!! :P

sat went to catch fast&furious4 with jh,marine&mervyn.still like e tokyo drift one better.haha!and dinner was at breeks.

today went church for easter's serv aft 23429579735years.hah!aft serv,richard drove us to ps's sakae.7 squeezed in a 5 seater.pro huh?LOL.5 at e back.MANNNN!sungann,charlene,richard,sherman,ben,alicia.

aft ps's sakae,walked arnd a lil,then richard sent sungann&charlene back.went to punggol and then back to bedok.long rideeeee.went back to tam1 aft sending them back.walk arnd a lil again,then i gotta go for D.alicia wanted to go do facial too.so..richard sent ben back,then me to ubi.yup.

here's a pic we took at ps.if you pledge,can get a pic.so we all pledged.and got a pic.but all diff.waiting for richard to upload e rest.here's mine.damn blur.cos its v small.like smaller than a ezlink card. :Saft D,my dad came to pick me for dinner.bad hair day today!

once a tell tale,always a tell tale.

7th april.

2009-04-07T11:00:00.001+08:00

aft exams,got stuck on my lap so long that my shoulders ache everytime i start surfing.watched afew movies alr! (:

now im slurping on one huge cup of bird nest left for me. :P my neighbour's so kind to always make it for us. :))

oh..sat..stayed at home e whole day,sun went to my gma's place to celebrate my sis's bday (which is tmrw),mon went for my driving.first time in circuit!wheeee.24th,24th,24th!!!so afraid that i wont make it tho. :X

aft driving,went all e way to tam to meet ben for lunch at fish&co's,then went to supercuts for his hair cut..i had a super duper lousy hair day yday.here are some pics of yday,as well as last wk's.going to missclarity for lunch again ltr! (:

omg,wthh,i look damn funny in all. -.-''

2nd april.

2009-04-02T19:51:00.003+08:00

yes yes yes!last paper tmrw! :)) and its self proclaimed holidays since my course ended,until i find a job.which is most likely in may cos my TP is this mth.

cant wait to watch movies,eat,shop,play&catch up with life! :P

wheeeee!hope my results will be okay for all 3modules! :X HR's exams tmrw.hah!

oh ya,last night,or rather this morning,i slept only at 6am. -.- so much for drinking tea!stayed up e whole night,missing my precious sleep!zzz.

30th mar.

2009-03-30T23:34:00.001+08:00

right.one paper down!! (: 2 more to go;wed and fri.econs today was pretty okay!hope i'll do well!

aft e exam,we went to sakae for dinner.like damn random.cos im super hungry,and cheryl said she wans to go eat.and i guess i was craving for sushi too! :P damn fat lor,everyday eat like that!

and..quoted fr ben: blogging without pics are boring.so..yup,here's one..haha,my parents went msia,and got this lap top thing for me.its like a light and fan.fan to cool your laptop.kinda cool.so random. -.- LOL.
NO MORE THREADLESS!! :(((((( sad..ordering another time.and when my course finish,im going to msia to buy their roxy light grey tees which is like my new fav colour!! :) tho its quite exp.almost 40SGD for one. -.-'' thats why gotta save now!HAH!

tonight rest one night,then going to study principles of mgt tmrw.zzz.

oh yes,congrats ben,for passing BTT! :)

22nd mar.

2009-03-22T15:34:00.000+08:00

woke up in e morning,felt too tired to leave my beloved bed. :X

so i msged ben.
me: omg,damn tired.zzz.
ben:me too.zzz.
me: i cant bear to leave my bed.cant even open my eyes.
ben: then how?
me: you wan to go?
ben: no,not really.but i wake up alr.

thats how we decided to meet for brunch at marina's waraku.here are e pics for today.
gotta study alr!no more timeeeee.arrrrr!

19th mar.

2009-03-19T19:25:00.000+08:00

today's e last day of sch.and nex wk's one wk study break..took quite afew pics with some of e classmates.and not forgetting to upload some oth pics while out with gwen&mervyn.

dont she jus looks scary? :Pkinda lazy to upload e rest.photos credits to gwen.lol.

17th mar.

2009-03-17T22:01:00.002+08:00

assignments..class test..assignments..exams.goodness!

but its all coming to an end.haha,first paper on e 30th mar.this term is much harder than e previous term.its my last term for my advanced dipl tho..

tsk!need more time to prepare.but aft exams,i'll have nth to do,but to concentrate on my TP!wheeeeeee!

aft sun,no more shopping till aft exams.SIGHS!

11th mar.

2009-03-11T22:48:00.000+08:00

wheeeeeeeeee.today,went to many places.aft sch,went to miss clarity for lunch.then drove all e way to tam's ikea to get my ROLLER! :) finally.but not like im gonna use it.i jus like it alot.hah!

aft that,sent gwen back,then we went to tkg.aft that,went to 18chefs for dinner.my goodness.so freaking full now.yikes!gonna put on weight like that!gonna cut down on my food-intake.LOL.then finally,home-sweet-home.

letme share a joke.
on sun,ben,hx&i were on e bus.so hx&i were playing a game on his touch,and we were plugged in,listening to songs..

so i told hx: aft ben's new haircut,his hair looks like porn-sak right?
hx (plugged in): YAHHHH!!!looks like porn star lor!

me&ben: -.- ? porn-sak,not porn star.
hx: (embarrassed.)

LOL!

8th mar.

2009-03-08T20:35:00.001+08:00

today,went to spore flyer.haha,pics are below.as well as some pics taken this wk. (: oh yes,hx finally got his contacts!
oh man,down with fever!

7th mar.

2009-03-07T00:24:00.002+08:00

went to dallas for lunch with mervyn&gwen.walao,eat till shoik man. :P bought large koi ice cream tea,then left for cityhall for shoppinggggggggggggggggg.bought another roxy tee shirt. :D

then met marine,jh&randy for dinner at Han's.nice,yet sinful. :X lol!they were really nice..haha,they actually bought koi milktea for us!wheeeeeee.i didnt expect to drink koi's milk tea. (cos e ice cream tea taste kinda weird. :S) thanks,thanks!LOL.

so tired.my legs are aching from all e walking. :S

tmrw will be doing proj.zzz.but sun will be meeting besties for spore flyer! :) and hx says he has a surprise for ben&me.hmmmmm!i wonder what it is.LOL!

bye!

4th mar.

2009-03-04T20:43:00.000+08:00

today was econ's class test.hmmm,i hope i'll do well. :X e questions were quite tricky.and btw,im getting a CC soon.wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :))

lol,went to mr curry aft that.total shoikness man. :P took tons of pics.here we go.

3rd mar.

2009-03-03T19:08:00.002+08:00

econs test tmrw! =S hope i'll be able to pass,and not let history repeat itself again,like what happened in dipl!HAHA!

thank you for e v nice sandwich for lunch! :)

whens april coming?!my course will finish by then! :D and..TP is in april.so excited!

rainbow;God's promise.

1st mar.

2009-03-01T16:45:00.001+08:00

went church today.aft serv,went for lunch with e youths at LJS.then went to swenson's.but by then,half of them left.talk,laugh,eat loads.here's e pics.(thanks shanice!)

our ice creams.(we forgt to take pic until we started eating.whoops!)

some of us.e rest were too far for e picture!lol!
well,hx.you missed our G-session today!haha!went to cut hair with ben at supercuts.he looks like pom-sak e channel u artiste.hahahaha.

oh yes,happy 14th! (:

tsk,back to econs test!

28th feb.

2009-02-28T20:30:00.001+08:00

to: N

i've gotten so used to you in my life.i hope it wont be too hard,living without you!take care and all e best!pls choose e right path.we've made a mistake that totally ruined you.will nv forgt today.thanks for all your help.you've really helped me alot and made a BIG difference in my life.thank you for that!

26th feb

2009-02-26T20:12:00.003+08:00

saw 2 rainbows yday! (: very nice sight!

yes!tmrw going for dinner with marine,jiehui&mervyn at LPS. :D
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!not forgetting,i've got my havaianas! (: introducing..from left to right,havaianas slim graphite&havaianas brazil white.

LOL!!ohh well,back to pool shark on fb and proj!tsk.betta concentrate on studying for my test too.zzz.

24th feb.

2009-02-24T20:56:00.002+08:00

nv ever expected i'll get to drink koi at e comfort of my home without even taking a step out of hse! (: but well,today,mervyn bought it over for me.heh.damn shoik..

anyway,one way to destress is to bake cookies!! (: this time is way betta than when hx came to my place,and we baked.walao.cannot imagine lor.dont even look or taste like cookies. =X mus be hx la!!!LOL!!!
off to watch tv! (: one wk break is so shoik.but gotta spend time wisely.got proj to finish,and a test coming up.e test is...super duper hard. =S econs. -.- dont even know anything.gosh!

22nd feb.

2009-02-22T20:20:00.001+08:00

proj almost done.but quite badly.some things i type,makes no sense. =X

church day.couldnt wake up on time this morning. =S thank God my parents sent me there.if not i think i'll jus be in time to meet ben aft church.OOPS!haha,so aft serv,we went to town.caught pink panther 2.quite a funny show.but quite lame at times.thanks ben,for e ticket! (:

yay!!7th going singapore flyer.mayb la.if hx can make it.heh!!

walao,saw many things today..if i've got e spare cash,i'll sure buy them.but..now mus save for my DL.april 24th!come faster.pls let me clear it at one go. =XXXX

so our nex fav place is puma.interested in trading cards? =P was raining today.but we managed to shop from orchard to somerset mrt.

oh yes,nex wk's break! ((((: happy happy tim sum,steaming in e pot! :D and..mon,mervyn will be coming over to do proj.hopefully we can finish it..wed might be going msia. =)

oh well,back to proj.zzzz.

21st feb.

2009-02-21T20:13:00.002+08:00

oh yes,i didnt mention..some time ago,we wanted to do proj aft sch.so all of us brought our laps.and..guess what?i lost my animal lap top case la!!!its my first time bringing it outttttt!!!ARGH.so freaking pissed with myself!its so nice you know.yet i lost it e first time i brought it out. -.-'''

when my dad came to pick me to go to my gma's place to stayover,i was jus holding my 'naked-yet-sad' lap top.SIGHS!!whats with me man. =S damn sad.and it was a gift..zzz.

17th feb.

2009-02-17T19:00:00.002+08:00

happy bday,ben!!! (:

bought a mango bag today.haha,i seriously need to saveeeeeeeeee!goodness. =X

with 2 assignments due in exactly 2wks,and i've not started,not forgetting a class test coming up.i need more timeeee!gotta really try my best to concentrate and start doing my projs so that i can have enough time to study for my test.

hate my F.AB pouch.omg. -.-'''' why did i even buy itttt!!!!

15th feb.

2009-02-15T18:04:00.001+08:00

happy belated vday to all! (:
my 14th feb started of with picking jie hui&marine since we're celebrating vday with them.then drove to bugis for miss clarity's lunch.shoik shoik food. :))

then drove back to my place to pump petrol.went all e way back to cck for fish therapy! (: its a miracle that mervyn did it with us.i shall not say why.hahaha.30mins of shoikness.well,quite lil fish.cos if too many,we'll kick away. =X LOL.
gd experience..then went to imm to buy stuff for our bbq at night.yday,we went all over singapore.aft buying e food fr imm,drove to ecp.lol,e bbq was super funny.kinda impromtu.yup,but was gd.too much food tho.

one thing abt vios is that its speedometer is at e middle.my teacher's mazda 2's much nicer!!haha,at night,red car,red lights.omg.niceeeeeee!
aft e bbq,we went to marine parade to buy koi milktea.bestest milktea ever.but chinatown's branch is betta.haha,dropped by changi village.to see something.but sat night,there wasnt any.we then left for one more place.LOL,before heading home. (:

reached home close to 12,too tired alr.told ben we'll attend 1130 serv.haha,so we went for 1130 serv.saw e youths when i went toilet.wanted to meet them for lunch.but serv ended too late.in e end,we still met them at kfc.haha,had quite a funny talk.moral of e talk: i guess a leopard will nv change its spots right? =X

lol,so ben gave us a lil smt for vday.he's always gd at making such things.thanks,ben! (:
HAHA,have a closer look at it.

went to walk arnd a lil,before heading home.too tired to do anything now.YAWNNNNN!my fav colour is light grey now. =P

8th feb.

2009-02-08T20:30:00.000+08:00

fri caught benjamin buttons.e show was 166mins. #_# lol,so longgggg.but okay,storyline quite good.cos of e long timing,i guess e movie got a lil boring..haha,then went for dinner with mervyn,his bro and his cousins.his bro drove me back aft that.thanks!

yup,sat,got up,mervyn drove me over to his place's market to see some things.then we left for cityhall to meet ben&hx for breakfast cum lunch at grand plaza park hotel's indulge.quite a shoik restaurant.i only spotted e teppanyaki when i was really full. -.- nex yr or smt.HAHA.nex place we're visiting is sakura! (: makes me hungry again!lol.oh yes,b4 i forgt,let me introduce to you my new swatch watch. =P well,e hour and second hand are carrots!hahaha,cos rabbit eats carrots. =)

oh,back to sat.aft lunch,ben,mervyn&i went to cityhall to shop.then aft we're done shopping,left for expo's nike fair.man,you cant imagine e queue.waited abt 35mins jus to enter. -.- and there's nth much inside.e shoes left are all either no size or no stock.

aft e fair,we left for bev's bday.dresscode was hawaiian.but we couldnt find anything nice.so..we went as normal.haha,chat with chingching,aft while,we left.as ben was taking a cab back,he dropped us off at bedok mrt.wow,sat was sure a long day..

sun,today,my day started weirdly.i overslept for 1130 serv.

woke up,fast change,left home at 1055.oops!then here comes ben's msg when i was at e mrt.

ben: where are you now?
me: jus boarded e train.
ben: ok.actually i dont feel like going church.lol.
me: what the..then how now?
ben: do you feel like going?actually v hungry.
me: i dont mind going and i dont mind not going.but last wk nv go.
ben: fine.then dont go.i last wk also nv go.
me: omg,okay.so i go home now?
ben: dont wan to go out ar?
me: ya la.if you ask me go home now,i'll be so pissed.lol,faster go get ready first la.

hahahaha,yup,that was how we decided not to go.walao.imagine im on my way then he tell me to go home.LOL!

so we went to ps.ate long john.fat sia. =X still add cheese.lol!walked all e way to orchard.went to quite afew malls to find many things.haha,but we managed to......not buy anything.LOL!

once again,back to this traffic light.hx,dont it look familiar?LOL!!!!

with ben's new gatsby clay.he said it sounds disgusting.lol!
tmrw will be going over to my gma's place to stay aft sch. (:

5th feb.

2009-02-05T20:50:00.000+08:00

on sun,went to mervyn's cousin,lester's place for his gma's bday dinner.

mon-thur was nth much,but sch.ate fish&co on wed. $_$ waste money.wrong choice.so full.LOL.

today,went for ben's parade.shld have taken some photos.i thot aft e parade they'll come and find us to take pics or smt.but yah.didnt take any pics.its my first time seeing him in army uniform too.haha,when i meet him aft he book out,usually he'll be wearing hm clothes alr.

yup,he's parents came to my sch to pick me aft my class,then we drove to his camp.well,not we drove.his dad drove.HAH.we waited for exactly 1hr for e parade.it lasted shorter than our waiting time man.lol,was quite nice tho.e loud noises sure scared us!lol.

aft e parade,waited for ben then drove back to his place.returned e car to randy's dad.randy's dad drove me all e way back to my place.a nice guy man.HAHA.what a small world too!

looking fwd to sat's lunchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! :)

31st jan.

2009-01-31T20:08:00.004+08:00

wtf,my new pair of havaianas broke again.@#)($*@%*(&(@!!!!zzz.lasted me exactly a mth.freakkkkkkk!zzz.

thur and fri was in malacca.this is our hotel room.super cosy. (: and some random pics.ate alot in that 2days.was a gd and fun trip. (: like e drive there.thanks mervyn's dad. (:

went sakae sushi for buffet today.ben treated.we ate quite lil as compared to how we ate in e past.haha.but its really nice.went there cos ben wanted a gd meal b4 he's off for field camp tmrw!ohh no!!!!

lol,shoik shoik prawn!! :D oh yah.he treated cos its like an SBL's trend,that whenever one works or has extra money,they'll share it.hahahaha.thanks ben!too bad,hx missed it.

25th jan.

2009-01-25T22:20:00.001+08:00

well,had a real gd time today. (: went to church in e morning altho 2 idiots told me not to be late and stuff,but they reached aft worship. #_# i shall not mention names.LOL!!!!

aft church went to bugis,and cityhall for last min cny shopping.

had a real gd laugh at ben's plot for smt that used to be really close to us.MAN,its so damn funny la.i almost laughed till i cried. =X

we ate mos burger and less than 2hrs ltr,you see 2 hungry fellas at yoshinoya eating AGAIN.we ended up using wireless@SG,talking to each oth online,AGAIN.LOL!!thats like what we've been doing recently.so funny.

oh yes,had reunion dinner,aft dinner,mervyn dropped by my place for awhile since he's nearby.thurthurthur!!!i look freaking funny.omg.

rights,so its confirmed that i'll be going to malacca this thur.and...having lunch at sakae(ben's treat) this sat.heh.yup.jus a short post.happy cny to all. (: